122011

I wonder how long it's been since baxter died.
Something doesn't feel right.
I'm emotional.
I had the passing thought that maybe I'd be better off single.
It scares me.
I was trying to eat dinner and it didn't taste right at all.
And of course it HAS to be my fault that nothing else sounds even remotely close to good.
Honestly, i kinda just want a vanilla milk shake, but i know that'll cause issues.
So I'm not even going to say anything.
I was at the point of wanting to tear my hair out.
I guess I've been feeling irritable all day.
My boots didn't want to cooperate this morning and i thought i was screwed, but they might be okay.
I'm starting to hate it here more than at my house.
that's not good.
I kinda just wanna go to sleep.
It's about 8...