043012

Half way through.
My eyes have been really blurry.
Some shit.
Not sure what to say.

042912

I don't know what to say.

042812

I'm so tired.
Today was okay.
Had dinner at gran's.
Not sure what else to say.
Also not wanting to post.
Written on time.

042712

Today was okay.
Not much to say.
This doesn't want to post.
Done on time.

042612

Today wasn't too bad.
Read a lot.
Over half this new book.
Not sure what else all to say.

042512

Not exactly in the mood to write this.

042412

Today wasn't too bad.
Read some on how to make a resumé.
We sorta hung out with brandi and jason.
Steven helped cook on their little grill.
They shared their dinner with us.
I played with joei and jakob a little.
Saw oreo.
Aunt Ruth is here from florida.
Went to gran's for maybe an hour.
That's about it.
Watched coraline.
I liked it.

042312

Today was okay.
Fell asleep for a while.
At gaming.
Went to becky's for a bit.
That's about it.

042212

Today was decent.
Went to the library.
Got some books and movies.
That's about all.

042112

Today was nice.
It rained.
We went to gran's.
Played yatzee.
Went shopping with my mom.
Went to the trailer park.
Hung out with john and paul for a while.
watched 27 dresses.
It made me cry.
That's about it.

042012

Today was pretty good.
Hung out with ashley, megan, lizz.
Amanda showed up with brandi, jason, joei, and jakob.
That's about it.
This doesn't want to post, either.

041912

Not much to say.
Read a little.
Not sure if i like it.
Fell asleep for a couple hours.
That's about it.
For some reason, this doesn't want to post.

041812

Okay.
Played Steven's xbox a little.
Not much to say.

041712

I don't know what to say, really.
We got some free pizza at speedway.
I'm really quite sick of living like this.
And i think it's kind of funny that i don't think I've even said what's going on.
At least on here.
I guess i should.
In case anyone reads.
But i doubt it.
I could come back and look when it's over.
Always good to be able to make sense of what's going on.
The Thursday after fish tank massacre, my father kicked us out.
We're still looking for a home.
It doesn't look very good right now.

041612

Not much to say.

041512

Not much to say.
Went shopping.
My contacts are fucked.
Well, the one was.
That's about it.
It was really warm.
Smelled the lilacs at gran's.

Early.

I think the depression, and the paranoia, and whatever else, has slowly built up due to friends moving away, or losing people in other ways. Even though they were usually quickly replaced, the hurt has accumulated. Animals, too. Along with my mother getting busy with work, and my father being what he is, i guess I've just felt like I'm unloveable. And when people would try, I'd push them away for fear of admitting i was wrong about being unloveable. And it took having so much ripped away in the right order, plus lots of revelation, and even more forgetting it for awhile, but i think, knowing this, i could finally be able to begin to fix some of it.

041412

Today was okay.
Not a lot to say.
We went to the mall.
Found a pair of boots in the parking lot.
Another lucky penny inside, too.

041312

Not in the mood at all.
This is going to be late.

041212

Okay.
Almost forgot.
Not in the mood.

041112

Not in the mood.

041012

Pretty average day.
Felt sick after eating subway.
Got to see some great kitties.
Started reading another book.
Not sure what else.
Oh, yeah.
It's been snowing.

040912

Not a lot to say.
Picture redone.
Twice.

040812

Today was okay.
I don't know what all to say.
I'm not completely in the mood.

040712

Today was okay.
Not sure what to say, exactly.

040612

I got a lap harp today.
It needs some work.
It was cheap, though.
Not sure what else to say, exactly.

040512

Overall, today was pretty good.
Gonna leave it at that.

040412

I really don't even know what to say.

040312

Not much to say, really.

040212

I want somewhere to call home.
This was almost fun at first, but now I'm feeling drained and unwelcome, plus who knows what else.
Hopefully it won't be much longer.
Not sure what else to say.

040112

Not much to say.
I guess I'm not in the mood.
No real reason that I'm aware of.