Wednesday, February 29, 2012

022912

Today was pretty good.
Did testing at ryan.
Made a s'moreo pie.
Will, finished making it.
Started last night.
It got over 60.
There's a lot of lightning right now.
It's pretty.
Oh, marian and austin came over for a while.
There's a ron paul sign next to the driveway.
That's all i can think of.
Ah, leap day.
I got my phone case.
And i just read a lot about ron paul.
I don't completely agree with everything.
Which, i suppose, wouldn't ever happen.
But, i still think i prefer him to everyone else.
If nothing else, I'll be a more informed voter this year.


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Monday, February 27, 2012

Saturday, February 25, 2012

022512

Today was okay.
Not exactly in the mood for this at the moment.
Maybe I'll write more later.
Probably not.


Friday, February 24, 2012

022412

Today was okay.
We were in akron most of the day.
I think at least three seasons went on.
There were leaves blowing everywhere.
It rained at first.
Then it became snow.
There was even part that was pretty nice.
Tried to play rocksmith.
We didn't exactly get along.
Then was britty's birthday dinner.
That's about it.


Thursday, February 23, 2012

022312

Today was pretty good.
Started one of the library books.
And finally got some boots.
Had a tattoo idea: rainbow brite, the candy land girl, and daria holding hands.


Wednesday, February 22, 2012

022212

Today was pretty good.
Went to the library.
And the staffing place.
Not sure what else, really.


Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Monday, February 20, 2012

022012

Today was okay, i guess.
Didn't do much.
At gaming.
Bored.
It's only 9.
My phone might die.
Then I'll be even more bored.
That's about it.


Sunday, February 19, 2012

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Friday, February 17, 2012

021712

Today was decent.
Finished sacrament.
Played magic.
Not a whole lot else.


Thursday, February 16, 2012

021612

Finals over.
Not in the mood right now.
Today was okay, at least.


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

021512

Today was pretty good.
It was cally's birthday.
That's about it.
Oh, there's a cat in the shed.
Or, was, at least.
But not my kitten.
And the fishies were being weird.


Tuesday, February 14, 2012

021412

Today was okay.
Not really in the mood.
My boot is totally fucked.


Monday, February 13, 2012

Sunday, February 12, 2012

021212

Today was pretty good.
It was really cold outside.
Might write more later.
About to watch a movie with Steven.


Saturday, February 11, 2012

021112

I don't really know what i should say.
It's cold and snowy.
And windy.
And Steven is in a shit-tastic mood.
Money count for san francisco: $24.
I read a little sacrament.
I want to get far, far away from here, and soon.
I'm not exactly happy.
But i should be.
I sorta feel like no one wants me around.
What if i just float away into nothing?
I'm scared that everything's going to get worse instead of better.
My thoughts are spiraling.
That's all.


Friday, February 10, 2012

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

020812

Today was okay, i guess.
Got the powerpoint done.
Not much else.
I can't wait to be done with school.
Oh, Steven won a cruise.
We'll see what happens...


Tuesday, February 7, 2012

020712

Maybe we don't have to be who we were, or even who we're going to be.
Maybe we can just be.
Today was pretty good.
Went to fun buffet for lunch.
At gaming.
Has been pretty fun.
Not sure what else.


Monday, February 6, 2012

020612

Not in the mood.
Nothing bad right now.
Just don't feel like writing.
There's some stuff.
I'm writing quite a lot for not feeling like it.


Prepost.

So...
I was adding up receipts for my father for taxes.
And the one bag was random papers, all at least as old as '06.
The one was from '02.
It had on it, my name as the victim.
And his as the suspect of emotional neglect/abuse.
It said it was unsubstantiated and to get me counseling at children's advantage.
Then, all of a sudden, i realized.
I didn't get the counseling, then.
And that would line up with right before i started with self injury.
So, i guess what I'm saying is, if i would've gotten the help i needed when that paper ordered it, perhaps i never would've been a cutter.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

020512

Today was okay, i guess.
Didn't do a whole lot...
Steven let me build a deck of magic cards.
Not sure what else i should say...


Saturday, February 4, 2012

020412

I've been so tired lately...
Not sure what all exactly to say...
Not in the mood, i guess...


Friday, February 3, 2012

020312

Today was okay.
Another for nice weather.
Did mostly little, miscellaneous things.
That's about all.


Thursday, February 2, 2012

020212

Today was amazing.
Especially considering how bad it coulda been.
Steven is still free.
Well as free as he can be presently.
Lots of driving.
Class was okay.
That's about all.


Wednesday, February 1, 2012

020112

Today was pretty good.
Got snap installed on the computer at my house.
Went to Jim's open kitchen too.
Saw my mom's boss as we were leaving.
Went to desirae's for a while.
Petted the bunny while Steven cleaned out the cage.
That's about it.