Saturday, December 31, 2011

123111

Okay day.
Don't know what really to say.
At Patrick and Sarah's.
Don't have reception to post, might not happen until tomorrow.
Being written on time.
I made a deal with Steven that I'll stop smoking cigarettes on the last day of my externship.
Got the wifi password.
:)
Oh, yeah...
There was an earthquake today, Steven and i felt it a little.


Friday, December 30, 2011

123011

Some shit.
Better now.
Don't feel like it.
Fell asleep kneeling in front of a chair, resting on it.
Not sure what else to say.
The pictures on my phone have all been erased somehow.


Thursday, December 29, 2011

122911

Had clothing issues this morning.
Didn't eat breakfast.
Had a pretty busy day at delta.
Not much else.
I'm not in the mood for this.


Wednesday, December 28, 2011

122811

Delta: boring.
Phone fell on asphalt.
Didn't eat dinner.
arguing, bitches, shit.
Been crying a lot.
And thinking.
And watching things happen like someone else was in control of my body, and another someone, my emotions and half of my thoughts.
I am pretty convinced i could have some sort of multiple personality disorder.
But i just wanna be left alone.
I'm managing, if sometimes only barely.
I trust that if it gets too bad, someone will save me or kill me.
The rest of the time, things are peachy.
Varying cycles?
Not the greatest, but sure, why the hell not?
If i accept the terms the universe gives me, i might just be entitled to a couple of my own, right?


Tuesday, December 27, 2011

122711

Post tests for school.
Not too bad.
One of my mom's fish died today so we got two more.
Hers is an angel fish, mine is a fascitus or something, i don't remember.
All of a sudden it started snowing earlier, and everything is covered.
That might be about it.


Monday, December 26, 2011

122611

New boots and coat.
At riff and sandy's.
Not much else to say.
Daria and a phone case ordered.
Went to marion's for about an hour.
And, watched bits of house!
This might not publish right...


Sunday, December 25, 2011

122511

Pretty good day, overall.
I haven't felt like doing much.
Not in the mood for posting.