020612

Not in the mood.
Nothing bad right now.
Just don't feel like writing.
There's some stuff.
I'm writing quite a lot for not feeling like it.

Prepost.

So...
I was adding up receipts for my father for taxes.
And the one bag was random papers, all at least as old as '06.
The one was from '02.
It had on it, my name as the victim.
And his as the suspect of emotional neglect/abuse.
It said it was unsubstantiated and to get me counseling at children's advantage.
Then, all of a sudden, i realized.
I didn't get the counseling, then.
And that would line up with right before i started with self injury.
So, i guess what I'm saying is, if i would've gotten the help i needed when that paper ordered it, perhaps i never would've been a cutter.

020512

Today was okay, i guess.
Didn't do a whole lot...
Steven let me build a deck of magic cards.
Not sure what else i should say...

020412

I've been so tired lately...
Not sure what all exactly to say...
Not in the mood, i guess...

020312

Today was okay.
Another for nice weather.
Did mostly little, miscellaneous things.
That's about all.

020212

Today was amazing.
Especially considering how bad it coulda been.
Steven is still free.
Well as free as he can be presently.
Lots of driving.
Class was okay.
That's about all.

020112

Today was pretty good.
Got snap installed on the computer at my house.
Went to Jim's open kitchen too.
Saw my mom's boss as we were leaving.
Went to desirae's for a while.
Petted the bunny while Steven cleaned out the cage.
That's about it.