My last day of being 21.
Started reading hunger games.
Went to darla's.
There's a hurricane.
Actually sort of affecting here.
In ohio.
Crazy.
Not much else to say.
Tried to help a lady jump her car at the gas station.
It didn't exactly work.
Posted late.
Written late.
Because i lost my phone somehow.
Had to get a new one.
Had to re download apps.
No pic because none was taken.
Here's what i wrote as a reminder:
Blogger. Lost phone. Revelation. Wanting to change the world. Etc.
Went to gran's.
Lots of people there.
Not focused.
Anyway, the revelation.
I'm lower than shit because i allow my mother to give everything for my happiness.
I realize how wrong I've been.
At least more than i have.
And I'd like to make amends.
Somehow.
Took me way too long.
And yes it'll be hard.
But I'm ready to start.
Couldn't have planned this blog for a better time, i suppose.
I think I'll be starting another, but not a has to be everyday kind of thing.
We'll see.
Today was okay.
I don't really feel like writing again.
I did a little zazen.
At gran's.
In addition to ruth etc, tammy, phil, jessica, and zach are over.
And the girls.
Not sure what else.
Today was okay.
Read a bit.
Went to gran's.
Saw my mom.
Aunt ruth, shawn, and nicholas got here.
Went to darla's.
That's about it.
I feel like things are changing.
Saw a falling meteor last night on a walk.
At least fourth one since march.
Today kind of sucked.
My car majorly overheated.
Went to the blacks'.
Got car towed.
My mom picked me up.
Went to walmart.
Radio in car died.
And tire could've fallen off.
Went to darla's.
Not a whole lot else to say.
Today was okay.
Read some.
Saw my mom.
And the bunny.
Not much else to say.
It rained some.
But it wasn't too bad.
Posted late.
